you think I don’t see it? you think it dosent hurt me?..your so wrong, if you go I go.
family first no matter how much you think I don’t care. for almost. 2 years we were so close, we talked everyday, now we’re both pretty screwed up. and we talk maybe 4 times a year? we both think terrible thoughts. you think Im not going through the same shit? I am..it’s freaky how simailar our situations are. 0.o
I don’t wanna loose my baby cousin, I cant and I won’t.
boys seem to be ruining our lives. jeez…the chance of you seeing this AND caring is very low. or I just don’t have much hope… I know you don’t trust me anymore..well that’s how it seems or maybe you never trusted me but I love you with all my heart babygirl. you are a tough girl, our family is a bit fucked but we all love each other dearly. please don’t go..
and as fucked as your town may be..that type of reality check isn’t needed..
